badgerbag

Good: I did a reasonable amount of work
Bad: didn't finish otw stuff or write my weekly post
good: realized i was getting sick, went home at 3
bad: getting sick. throat sore. head hurts. waterfall of snot. exhausted beyond reason.
good: took moomin to dance class. he rocked it.
bad : suddenly on the rag. AND sick.
good: reading various Mayan archeology books
bad: they all kind of suck
good: am in bed
bad: rook having slightly messed up financial aid situtation and is freaking

Please let me go to sleep... and not have the hell night of congestion and wheezing that I can sense hovering in wait... It still could be the sort of pre-cold, where I might not really get it, or might get it full blast days from now after a lot of dithering from the germs... at this point i'm like, bring it on and get it over with ffs...

Why is my whole twitter feed convinced i have h1n1? stupid! whatever! if I do, i do and probably wouldn't even notice if I did! if i don't, I don't! People are silly! I think people just already think of me as Tragic and so are sort of like "Aha! I pounce on your extra tragedy!" no... i have a cold you dumbasses. big deal.

i feel cranky, impatient, hateful, uncreative, and unlikely to think of anything good for days. I'm already bored with myself.

I loved the dance class and how happy it made Moomin.

Desperate to sleep. I am hurting all over (as usual in the evening, and not because I have flu) but it is extra horrible from crushing hand of PMS plus wheezing plus everything else. ugh! prayer to morpheus or something!